Every day I wake up and just hope and pray that the day is calm, that no fights break out and people are minding their own business. Every day I spend at least a little time trying not to get angry and fed up at the men who are rude for no reason. At the [...]
Posts Tagged ‘drugs’
Doing the time the best I can
Posted: June 12, 2011 by Texas Magnum in InsideTags: crimes, drugs, exercise, exercises, pushups, sleep, squats, time on my hands
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“I can” – the strength of those words
Posted: March 16, 2011 by Texas Magnum in Growth and ChangeTags: attitude, buddies, conversations, drugs, good friend, handstand, heart, heroin, real men, scrabble, selfish, succeed
Within the last two days, two of my buddies here in the unit got moved. I was really sad to see them go. One in particular had become a really good friend. He was a good dude and I had spent a lot of my days talking and sharing stories and thoughts with him. He [...]
Letting go
Posted: December 4, 2010 by Texas Magnum in Growth and ChangeTags: addiction, drugs, higher power, letting go, prayer, serenity, serenity prayer, urge
I’m mad. I’m anxious. I’m just all around worried. I sit here and sit here and sit here. And I go over and over how I could have lived my life different. I know I could have done better. I am scared for my future. All these thoughts bring nothing but negative emotions and urges. [...]
Thank you for reaching out
Posted: November 7, 2010 by Texas Magnum in Growth and ChangeTags: drugs, little kindness, love, magnum, noodles, open heart, peace, shame
Thank you to everyone who has commented on this blog site. I have received your messages and I want you to know that you all help me more than you can imagine. I have never been complimented on my thoughts so much. I always thought that what I had to say didn’t have any worth, [...]